The Porn Study: One Month In, porn is not fun anymore

I knew it would happen. I knew I would hit that point where porn was no longer some fun; when porn became work. It happened this week.

Part of what drew me to porn research was the fact that I consumed porn a decent amount on my own. It was an interest I developed early in life. As soon as I got my own computer in my room, I was slowly downloading naughty images from the internet. They fascinated me and made me horny. I liked porn even though I knew as a girl I shouldn’t. As a researcher I wanted to find out why porn was fun for women.

But first I had to find out what porn was which entails coding videos in excruciating details. After 4 weeks of this I can no longer watch a video for fun. When I tried to watch James Deen’s most recent video, I just kept coding every action. “Remember to code that spank,” I would remind myself mentally. “Oh I think his finger slipped into her butt. Remember to code for anal stimulation.” “ I really hope this video ends before he cums,” I thought to myself because this meant not having to code for location of cum on recipient.

All of which is to say, this porn study is a major buzzkill.

Coding porn, rocking my oversized feminist sweatshirt, still hating all the spitting

Coding porn, rocking my oversized feminist sweatshirt, still hating all the spitting

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